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是开心还是不开心
elindestinee

I should be happy for you that you got a better pay job where probably you should be happier, with less workload, less stress, no war rooms... but somehow inside me I don't know why I cried and feel depressed.. 你还真了解我,知道我难过。

 

Don't wanna tell you cos I don't wanna affect your decision.. your future is in your hands not mine, I wish that the best is for you but... I cannot be selfish...

 

Thinking that I see u lesser makes me tear.. cos I cherish and love the time we spent together.. true enough that we still meet during weekends... 或许,I am just to the daily thing.. making me v dependent on you.. that this is a daily affair.

 

anyway, I am gonna see u forever in future and this should probably be over in 3 - 4 Years till the time we live together.. 时间还过的真慢。 seems like future is so far far far away...

 

Hai,  不哭了,being silly again.. 或许我把未来看得太重了,我越想快,但却快不了。。 还是随着时间走吧。。或许未来的缘分还没到╮(╯_╰)╭

 

你说得对,可能我真的拿别人和我们比较,所以我变得不耐烦。还是随缘吧,可能结局会更灿烂。


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